Religion
I’m raised to be Catholic. But somehow, along the way, I have lost my faith in god. Its hard for me because even though I have lost my belief, I am still forced to go to church. My whole family is Catholic, and every family gathering, we pray. Can you imagine how awful and awkward [..more..]
Wasted Year
This year my entire life went down the drain. My boyfriend of four years broke up with me, I am doing horrible in college, I miss my family but they don’t miss me. My best friend commit suicide, and my favorite grandpa passed away. It has been a lot to have to deal with and [..more..]
I don’t know what to do
There’s a guy in my class, and he wrote me he likes me. We don’t talk much at school but we used to text a lot on the Internet. Then he said that he liked me. He asked me to answer truthfully, so I said that I don’t like him like he does. Then he [..more..]
I Can Never Get Her.
I fell in love with the most beautiful girl ever at the start of the year. Not model beautiful, but that doesn’t matter because I’ve never liked that type. This girl is smart. And cool. And she wears her blonde hair in this bun on the top of her head a lot. She talks a [..more..]
innerself
depression is taking over everything in my life… its been so hard for my innerself to blend in with the beauty of life…. i wake up in the middle of the night with heartaches.. and mind loss… am i psychologically ill?? or am just lostt?? i see a f***ing ant on the street and i [..more..]
burning out
fsck you burn out, fsck you not caring about life.. and i thought anew that i’d have something to live for something to learn, something to be passionate about, but it’s slipping away now. maybe it’s because i pursued it too hard, pushed too much, and burned it out of me. give it time?
Lost friends?
I don’t know how to start this… Firstly, sorry for gramma, I’m not a native english speaker. So, I’m really disappointed in my two friends. I have known them for 14-16 years. I have put so much in this relationship. And I have to admit, I enjoyed being with them. They are fun people. But [..more..]
I want to die
I want to kill myself. Leave a note for everyone, i mean EVERY single person in my family and class. I’ll write everything i think about them and my life with them. I often want to jump off the roof of my house. I’m only 14 years old, I’m not being bullied but I want [..more..]
Loneliness
Hmmm… It is very loneley time in my life right now. I recently divorsed frommy long time realtionships (4 years).It was my desicion because this men was treating me like s*** and did nothing for our relationships. But now it is as sad as it was back then. When i started to go out with [..more..]
confused
I used to know my self….I used to love my self…I knew exactly what I wanted…I had a dream…I had hopes and a whole life infront of me…I felt talanted and gifted..I was gifted..then I met you….you were my best friend…my twin..you had my dream…you had my hopes…you think , dream , talk like me…I [..more..]