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Posted by on 2017/03/30 under Friends

I don’t know exactly why I’m writing this, there’s probably gonna be so many mistakes. I guess I just felt like writing anything and everything going on in my life even if people don’t notice. Well ok here’s the s***, last year I was having trouble figuring out who were my friends, I was kinda in between groups. Back then I had moved from group to the other and realized that I wasn’t having the best time. However, I stayed because I had a really close friend who was in that friendship group. Anyway, I got invited to her birthday and that night we stayed up till 6 just talking about random s***. It was srsly the best time, we talked about everything and really opened up to each other. We decided from that point on we were best friends, back then it was great, we talked to each other about everything and we just were really open to each other. Fast forward to today we’re really distant, I don’t know what’s going on in her life anymore and we hardly every talk. I’m pretty sure that it has something to do with this new girl who came and just hanging out with her more. I’m not saying that she’s taking her away from me, but I think my best friend srsly likes spending time with her and genuinely like her company, I mean, I like it too. BUT, every time I ask her about it I srsly think that she’s lying to my face. I think sh just says that I’m her best friend just to make me happy. TBH I honestly would be better is she told me how she actually felt about is friendship. I mean is she wants to hang out with the new girl more she can. I just wish she would tell me… I don’t know. I thought I knew what exactly happened in my life, but writing this IDK anymore. What’s wrong with me I have amazing friends and yet I feel like if I really needed them they would instantly turn their back on me. That’s one thing we talked about, about how when things get really bad she wouldn’t have anyone, RN it feels the same like she’s leaving me behind. What does this all matter anyway? After two years it will be all over right. I mean how long do these types of friendships last, in the grand scheme of things, does this really matter? I don’t know… I feel like I’m too clingy and she’s talking s*** about me to her other friend and doesn’t really like me. Who Knows? Maybe one day she’ll tell me the truth. I don’t even know why I started writing, but it did make me feel a lot better seeing my situation in text, funny right? feel like I’m talking to someone. he

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