Posted by Anonymous on 2017/03/27 under Friends Idek anymore, I feel stressed and I can’t deal with it. I had an argument with my friend over some s*** she got other people involved and they hate me.I was dreading school tbh I didn’t even want to go in. No one really understands me tbh except one of my close friends she has always been there for me and gives me the best advice, ilhsm tbh we have gone through similar situations I’m glad whatever happened to me in the past happened because atleast now ik that friends are just temporary they are not always going to be there for you and when you need them the most they are just going to leave you, this recently happened to me in school my so called bestie when I needed her the most left me and was put some s*** about me on her story and got someone who I was beginning to get close with involved and she has gone against me and hates me more than my ex bestie wth weird, right? Anyways they were all talking s*** about me and its kinda funny that when I put r.i.p to one ofmy loved ones because he passed away this time of year they start it then like who does that it was just hard to deal with It still is rn but that’s ok. I didn’t know what to do tbh I tried my best to ignore it and I did and im actually quite proud of myself for ignoring them snakes they’re all a bunch of desperate hoes anyways on Friday they ask me to come up to them surprise surprise she said to me can we be ok LMAO dead seriously put me through that s*** and want to be ok with me aha I just dk how to get this of my mind it still gets to me though how she was my best friend and she could do this to me anyways I chill with other people today she asked are we mates I’m like b**** stop confusing me init and f*** no am I ever becoming close with that hoe ever again seriously lesson learnt. On Fridays she started smiling at me but behind all that she chats so much s*** behind my back if she moves tbh I can’t wait life will be great seriously. Anyways im just going to focus on concentrating in class and try to get better grades which so far s going good im also trying to spend time with my family more, I feel like getting my ipod took off me was a good thing because I was able to do that and most of the stress was gone I seriously wish I never got an ipad it ruins your life tbh. I hate how fake people are and they try to act so nice to you face to face but behind your back they chat so much s*** it kinda hurts how people you love and was so close to you can do that to you.