Somewhere To Write

Posted by Anonymous on 2017/03/25 under Friends

I’m tired of convincing myself that everything gonna be ok though nothing seems to be ok….tired of fighting for my existence….tired of hoping for good…just tired of my life…still there is voice inside me screaming…that I can’t quit so easily and i have to stand up for my self….but I’m feeling like I’m not left with any strength to convince myself further….no strength to think about fight for life…no strength to pray for the god and hoping that my prayer would be answered soon…just moving with the flow….i can’t give a name to the kind of feel I’m feeling right now at this very young period of life…..still the same voice inside me shouts where all your dreams gone?…i answer with a painfull heart that dreams lost their colours…eyes lost their hope….but the voice is not stopping at all…i can still hear to it though I try to avoid though I don’t want to hear and though I want to retract from all the mundane activity….that voice still screams inside me helplessly hoping that I would listen to it….i just want to cry loudly so that all my pain washes down the cheeks as tears..but I can’t…I’m not getting any way to just relief my all pains and negative thoughts..and I seriously don’t think anybody would try to understand it…..soo what’s next? the voice inside me asked silently seeing my silence….and I replied…Lets see..scribbling something on the drawing paper….

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