Posted by Anonymous on 2017/02/24 under Friends I was never serious about any of my relationships, none of them ever crossed a span 2 months until I met this guy. When I first saw him I got crazily attracted to him,we started hanging out a lot and turns out he likes me too!
Eventually I asked him out and we started dating but before dating, he told me that he does not want any temporary relationship(like my old ones) so I promised him that I’ll be serious. In the beginning of our relationship, he used to call me everyday, talk a lot about our future and that he wants to marry me and s***, but I was a never this serious type so I always sounded very disinterested and made fun of him when he said stuff like ‘I can’t leave you’. Without me even realising it, I started getting serious about this relationship, and so serious that I actually started imagining my future with him!
All my friends were freaking out that a girl like me completed 5 MONTHS with this guy, yes I fell in love with him, but that’s not the problem.. the problem is, that he’s not serious anymore, and now whenever I talk about the future or anything related to it he starts behaving very weird, he indirectly tells me to shut up. I know we’ll meet new people and might even end this relationship but the truth is I love him too much to even think about leaving him and whenever he says stuff like this, it hurts me ..VERY MUCH. He will pursue his higher studies somewhere else, so we’ll have to do a long distance relationship and with all these stupid arguments and useless fights I don’t really think we’ll last. Even now, he’s not here but he doesn’t make any efforts to even call me once, I feel like I’m chasing after him and I’ve got too attached to him, so attached that it kills me to see him even chat with his ex, and to be very honest I was never this clingy type of a girlfriend but now I’ve become like that. This relationship is destroying me but I can’t leave him because I love him so so so much.
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You’re right. We will meet new people along the way. It’s only a matter of time. For sure there will be good and sad times. And for sure we can not make everything go the way we want. Whatever it is, we have to treasure whatever we have at the moment. At one point, it was the best time in our life.