Posted by Anonymous on 2015/03/30 under Uncategorized It took me months, to get over what i happened, i still felt the pain of what happened, i never thought the future I wanted was visible, it was covered by a thick grey mist, I felt alone, nobody understood how I felt, nobody could see through my walls of smiles, and realise something was wrong, nobody could see that I wasnt happy, but suddenly it all became clear, i could see everything again, I didnt feel any pain, I felt a warm ray of light take that mist away, and that light glowed red like the sun, shining through the walls and seeing when I needed someone, but I was afraid of showing who i really was, i was afraid to show that i was always happy, that something had changed me slowly but it became to late and now its all misted over again and im alone again, everything is back to the beginning, im afraid of going back, im afraid of being alone without that ray of warmth.