Posted by still on 2014/12/19 under Uncategorized A while back, I fell in love with this guy(my teacher). He was understanding and liked me for who I was. He didnt even tell me he was until I told him I was leaving the country. He said I have this thing in me that makes me attract people and that I attracted him a few days after I entered his class(math) and that he is in love with me. He says he still is. You know like most teachers they piss you off that you just feel like blowing off their head but of cause you cant. We did some naughty stuff for three days(btw he has a girlfried)and on the night to the day we were suposed to leave I had a midnight call with him for more than five hours(I know its crazy).So when I got here I didnt think that I should contact him although it was killing me that I didnt, so I told my dilema to someone and she made me make a pinky promise to contact him weather by phone or email she didnt care. So I did and things were going on pretty cool with us until I decided that I dnt wanna play hide and seek and anymore I wanted to see him, so I set up a video chat for us it worked but I guess I wasnt what he wanted so we never had a video call again. So as things went on, I felt like a bird caught in this cage wanting to please her master/owner because i would be cheaking my email every sec jst to knw if he esnt me an email. SO this young bird gets tired of it and wants to fly away and never look back. As soon as she takes one step out she comes back swoping back into the cage and decides to stay(listen to lovebird by celin dion. i sent him that song.). As much as I wanted him out of my life,i wanted him back immdeately(i sent him another song called Unlove Me also celin dion). I wanted him to quit things with me because I couldnt bear to do it. I sent him an email again…he replied after like some days saying he was busy and all that. So i said i was busy too with my studies and dats it. That was on december 16. then I didnt write at all. Then today 19th he says “Hope its working”. I told him in one of my emails to unlove me cause I couldnt do it. But now I think I did. I think I let go finally. I know he feels bad abd betrayed but this relationship was never going to work and we told each other that. He is 27. To me age is just a number. But really,I just want to do what I feel is right. I think it is…or am I wrong on that? Am I finlly breaking away? Or I’m just being selfish and a b****?
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I think you did the right thing by leaving him. If I were you I would stay clear of this man. Sorry to be blunt, it seems there are problems with his morals. He should not do anything to you because he is already in a relationship and he is your teacher. I’m saying this honestly and for your good. Please stay clear of him, move on, and you will meet someone who will be much more caring and deserving of your love. Take care.
hes no more my teacher….i’m now in another country…i try m besst…tnks by d way