Posted by Anonymous on 2011/01/27 under Uncategorized Well these last few weeks have been hard but i think i’m figuring it out. It’s hard for me to mange my stress i usally just turn the music up as loud as i can but lately it hasnt worked so i turned to my freinds and family well they didnt get the hint that i was upset so i decide no one cared so i just cut my self. I had plans to be dead bye the end of the week.Thankfully my freind found out i was cutting so she said she was gonna tell our consiler which she didnt so i talked to my sister and made her promise to keep the secret which she didnt either. So i had to tell my parents. Who then made me tell the counsiler. Before this my sister was a drug addict my mom was a drunk my aunt to and my dad worked the night shift which was harder then my life is now so i dont understand why i decide to cut now but i did thats just how it worked out i guess now a lot of my freinds no and stuff. One of my freinds is rather upset about it which makes me up set because he is like a brother to me. But I just felt like no one cared my freinds were “talking about me” I dont know if the acutally were but people were saying they were. Im 12 this is not how i should feel so now i have f***ed my whole life up big time. So heres to everyone who is now mad at me im sorry i screw up and guess what i came back to bite me in the ass yuh were right…
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Right now your a point where your parents determine your life but soon you will be in control and then you can surround yourself with who ever you want hopefully thats good people. Understand it’s not going to be painful forever but you have so much time ahead don’t give up right out of the gate. My friend who was 8 years old was taken into the army to fight the RUF and he never saw his family came back out of the army at 15 but he got over that part of his life nd now lives a happy life before he would tell me to avoid thinking about the war he would play soccer all day. Perhaps soccer isn’t your sport but theirs others and don’t hurt yourself remember no matter what happens someone
always loves you and what happens around you isn’t your fault one day you will be able to decide whether or not you want to be surrounded by these ppl.