As usual, I am braving through difficult situations now. This morning it felt as though I was a weak and confused person. But in the afternoon I’ve turned into my usual capable self again. It’s kind of scary. I hope I am not developing any personality disorder. I vaguely feel there are two versions of me. Me 1 is capable, brave and analytical. Me 2 is emotional, hurt and victimised. I hope I can keep on being my capable self. All the times I am trying to be Me 1 and keep Me 2 back in the dark. Come on, I need to be brave and capable all the time!