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Posted by on 2014/09/17 under Uncategorized

I hate feeling unwanted. I hate feeling not good enough. I hate putting my all into somebody who takes no consideration of how I feel. I hate you. It’s you that causes my happiness. It’s you that causes my stress. It’s you that makes my stomach turn. It’s you that makes my heart skip a beat. And I’ve tried. I’ve really tried. I want this to work, from the bottom of my heart I do. But a relationship involves two. It involves compromise and effort. It involves happiness and passion. If the bad overweighs the good., there’s no purpose. Things need to be arranged. Things need to be considered. Things need to get better, or things will be replaced. It’s bad that I hate you. This could be wonderful. This could be the best thing ever for both of us. But I don’t think that’s going to happen. It couldn’t possibly happen. That would too good to be true. I guess it’s a love hate thing, cause I hate you. I hate that you have such an effect on my life. I hate that I chose you. I hate that I’m pouring my heart out right now when I know within the next couple hours I’ll be crazy about you all over again. I hate that even though you don’t always treat me well, I still support you and want to make you happy. I hate it, but it’s what I choose. I choose to try. I choose to care. I choose to give it all to you. No matter what happens, I hate it. I hate you with a passion, but I love you even more.

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