I have really bad depression and I have to hide it every single day with a dumb smile. I am depressed about a lot of things. There is not one reason why I am so sad, everything just adds up. I am doing terrible in school, I have two friends that use me, guys don’t even look at me. And that’s just the beginning. People are horrible and rude. And there are a ton of fake rumors going around. I never do anything to anybody so I do not understand why I am getting so much hate. I am ignored by the people who used to enjoy being around me. My family is disappointed in me, and there is no one to talk to. I feel like every day is the same and I cannot seem to be happy for the things I do have, because they soon will be lost too. I will not go about killing myself. I find that to be selfish because this is such a beautiful life. But I am too far down the road and there is no way to turn back. I don’t know how to find happiness again.
i know how you feel and it was the worst feeling ever. but then i just started to try and fix things one at a time. i would say try to fix your biggest problem first because that one big problem can reflect on everything else and soon enough everything else works. just have hope
Thank you. Although it is easier said than done, I will take your words of advice.