am i a selfish bastard for missing you?yes i am,in a way. do you think i lie to you if im not yelling at you i care and such? you know it without me saying it anyways! i cant yell it out because i think about the whole situation but you know.so am i asking to much bye wanting to see you,do some small talk with you,or f***,not even that,some moments of silence with you’ yes,i am a f***ing selfish bastard for caring,yeah,f***,im the freaking devil